I know I was raped, a family friend was staying over a few nights ago but I don’t remember anything that happened as I was passed out cause I had a lot to drink but I know that something happened because I know my body. In the morning when I woke up this guy wanted to start things up again and me being scared to say no just went a long with it. I know I didn’t give consent at night but in the morning I was too scared to say anything. So is that rape??

My sister keeps telling me I’m making myself the victim, that I just regret having sex with him but it doesn’t feel like that. I know what it is to regret a one night stand, this isn’t it, it wasn’t like that. I was raped almost 2 years ago for the first time and it’s all I can think about now that this happened again, I keep reliving it