first off, i hate this birth control for making me so damn emotional... i miss my boy. we finally figured out how we wanted our relationship and then he had to move back home because he graduated. /: i really miss him and i wish u could cuddle him. it sucjs because i did distance one other time and he stopped liking me and led me on for another month. i hate thinking that he'd do the same to me :( it's not fair that he has this pressure to fix the trauma i experienced. i try not to let it affect me, but it's so hard. i keep thinking he's lying when he isn't and i really want to learn to trust again... and i want it to be with him. woo that's nice to get off my chest, if anybody has advice let me know.

thanks for reading ❤️