So it's not like I've just now realized it I've known for over half my life but my family looks down on gays and I grew up in a household where being gay equals going straight to hell so I've never acted on it but my urges are unbarring!!!!!! I have to know what it feels like to be with a woman to touch her, kiss her and please her every desire until then I guess I'll continue hiding in my closet #unhappy