Hopeless

I'm just sad. We found out my husband has very few and very poor quality sperm a few weeks ago. He doesn't seem to be bothered by that but it's killing me. We haven't even talked about it.

A client (I work for a law firm) mentioned that his wife had her baby yesterday and it just kind of killed me. We've been trying for over a year. I don't even test anymore. I was so excited about having a baby a year ago, now I'm just broken hearted about it all. I just don't have any hope or belief it will happen for us anymore.