Just got laid off... my mom leaves for two weeks in October and I was hoping to take that time off without using any of my ‘paid time off’ hours (working 7 12 hour shifts straight) now I have to worry about getting a new job 😭 wanted to get pregnant soon and use FMLA and my PTO hours but I can’t do that anymore 😭😭 How do I start a new job and bam one - three months in and I’m pregnant. Not fair to the company.. if I was ever doubting becoming a mom again this has reassured me NOT to try for the meantime. Now I have to wait another two years to stabilize myself at my new job. Ugh why 😔 I just want to have another baby, I want to give my daughter a sibling..... but my S/O thinks he’s getting ‘too old’ for a child and wants one now. I know he wouldn’t wanna try in 2 years...... wanted to take my daughter to Disney at the end of this year but I guess not 😔 I’m so sad and mad 😢