Pregnancy Rant.....

Im just feeling frustrated. Im 34w5d I'm so exhausted and in pain. I been having contractions which have started my cervix to thin out, but i have a scheduled c-section at the end of August. I can't walk anymore if i go to a store it has to have a mobile chair because i can barely make it through a store. When i get up from bed out feels like someone kicked me in my back i can barely stand up straight without my back spasming or going out which almost makes me fall.

My husband works in and out of state now like he's currently in Chicago but just in St. Louis Monday and to top it off i have a 1.5 year old toddler. 😭 Idk if i can finish this pregnancy😭🙁