Hard to explain

Hello I am 36 weeks & 5 days pregnant with my 2nd child oldest is going on 7 years old .. anyway I am so scared for some reason like I feel like I should be a pro lol I am scared something bad will happen to my unborn even tho I have a healthy pregnancy & baby moves day & night all day it’s like I want her out to see my creation & love even more but at the same time I want her to stay inside my safe tummy which doesn’t make any sense right ? Idk if anyone understands me lol