Well i haven't been able to share my birth story because I've been really busy with baby..

So i was 38 weeks pregnant when my water broke my fiance and i rushed to the hospital it was the night 15 May 2019 and there was a blues game on also we were moving so i did a lot of packing that day maybe that caused my water broke.. Also i ate a whole bowl of strawberries that night maybe she liked em soo much lol.. And it was soo funny i told my fiance to give me a sanitary pad i was sitting on toilet and he was so nervous he brought me my handbag i laughed and told him to be calm and it's gonna b okay lol.. Anyways we went to the hospital on 15 may.. Nowat the hospital she checked me in and all that questions i don't mind that questions but the nurse was training another person that night and i was leaking and i was in pain..

Well they took me to my room.. Now one of the nurse came in she checked my cervix i was only dilated by 2.. My pain stoped i was feeling normal after 30 minutes.

Doctor decided to give me artificial pains.. Trust me that night was a nightmare they gradually started giving me on higher number.. I barely could breathe that hurt soo much.. My doctor came and check my cervix again i was still 2!!!! It was 6 am 16 May.. I asked for epidural.. I couldn't take it anymore i tried sitting on a ball.. Walking.. Sitting on my knees but nothing.. Well i was keep asking for epidural so 2 hours later they gave it to me... The feeling of getting that needle inside me was very different also it hurt for like 30 seconds but it's all worth it.. I stopped feeling pain.. They put me on catheter and i can only drink clear fluids and have jello.. It's been 12 hours since my water broke no dilation.!!.. My nurse told me to get some sleep now i was on pain medication.. Ivy.. And epidural..

It was night time again my blood pressure was very low my nurse told me there gonna put balloon in my vigina for to help it to dilate.. Well even after that i was only 5. 5 more to go!!

In that whole process different nurses and different doctors they all keep checking my cervix.. Oh i forgot to mention this is our first baby so we really don't know when to say yes or no.. So we thought they are doctors they knows the best..

Now it's Friday morning 17 May 2019.....

My ob came in and check my cervix i was finally at 8.. She said few more hours.. Around 11am they told me to start pushing.. I pushed for 3 hours i used all the straight for my baby girl.. But my vigina was small for her to come out now they told me baby is in distress.. They gave me options c.section

Using suction cup

Using some Kind of pump

I told em ok let's do c.section then they were like it's a risk for you and baby bcz baby's head was near cervix and if they do c.section we both could die.. So i told em to do whatever they think is best for the baby.. So in my room there are 3 doctors and 5 nurses my fiance and my mother in law.. I was on oxygen and i was feeling chills.. I don't know that time what they were doing they told me to push i pushed for 3 times on 3rd time my baby was out.. Umbilical cord was around my baby's neck and she didn't cry for 5 minutes.. That was the hardest 5 minutes of my life.. I still cry when i think of that 5 minutes but she cried and they put her on my chest

She couldn't breathe on her own so she was on oxygen.. I got ruptured uterus with many second degree tear and many stiches but all i was thinking at that time was is she gonna be ok..

She had to stay in NICU for four days.. But they did a good job they took care of my baby soo good that now she is healthy and happy

There she is the love of my life. I love her to death❤❤❤