I feel so numb. My dark pink line is gone as quickly as it showed up. I'm just waiting for "it" to happen after my Dr confirmed my hcg is going down and it's not viable. Terrified of what's going to happen. How am I going to act normal, and go to work, and just pretend like nothing is happening? The immense pressure of not knowing what it's going to be like is killing me like a weight on my chest. When is it going to start? It feels as though someone has ripped the carpet out from underneath me. Joy to pure sadness. It's hard for me to do more than just exist right now. I can't believe this is happening. I don't know what to do and I'm terrified.