I’ve been w my bf just over a month and he has NEVER seen me without makeup (kinda weird ik)

So he wants me to sleep over next weekend and obvs that’s great n I really want to

But I’m super insecure about my skin like I can not go into public w out it on

My skin to me is disgusting it’s constantly red,i have NO eyebrows, I have ‘spots’ ( they arnt popable and my skin is smooth but it’s like the ‘spots’ are like under my skin or something I’ve had them since I was 12, I’m now 16 and they won’t go)

I don’t want to go bc of it and think I should just make an excuse say I’m not aloud....

I’m embarrassed to let him c me like that as he always says I’m beautiful but I know he won’t think that of me after😞

Should I go or not....

I think he deserves to c what I look like with out make up on so then he can decide if he still wants to be w my after knowing how I really look 😫

....I look like 2 completely different ppl with and with out makeup on....😬