One of the worst parts of going through this miscarriage (it will be 3 weeks tomorrow...) is the not knowing where my body is at..

I’ve been taking hcg strips tests at home, but even the one this morning had the faintest line. I almost want my period to come so I can just know where I’m at and not be in this limbo... it feels horrible to say but I just want to feel like this whole nightmare is over and I can move forward