This is my 3rd boy. I had vaginal deliveries with my first two, did pitocin with first one and almost didn’t make to hospital with second one cause it was so fast. My second one is 6. The pregnancies were normal, uncomfortable toward the end but nothing like this pregnancy. I have Been uncomfortable for way longer, it hurts to walk, sneeze or cough! Non stop Braxton Hicks, severe lower back and butt pains, Crotch pains and constipation/blockage, felt like I was in labor trying to go bathroom. I am being induced on Tuesday at 39 weeks and I’m terrified! I should be excited to finally get this over with and hold my baby boy but I’m so scared that I won’t be able to handle the labor pain. I did it twice before and survived but I feel my body was stronger. I feel so guilty that with my first two I was excited to go into labor, but this time, I just want to run and hide! I want time to slow down. I have no idea how to even prepare myself physically or mentally.