Now, my ex was horrified by leaky boobs. It was obnoxious because if he even smelled breast milk (through a bra and pads) while we were having sex he couldn’t even keep it hard because he was so grossed out. He regularly told me I was the reason he cheated on me because I breastfed our daughter.

My boyfriend now is opposite. Like, completely opposite. He squeezes my boobs so it drips on him when we’re having sex and is just completely obsessed with the fact that I’m leaking colostrum.

I’m happy he’s not disgusted, actually, at first I was happy he enjoyed it rather than freaked out, and I’m normally not a prude, but I do feel weird about it. It’s just such a completely non sexual thing to me that I feel weird to have it sexualized.

How do I get over that?