Ok. So... I haven’t shared this with anyone and I hope to get it off my chest. I’ve been separated for 2.2yrs, we are soon to be divorced. I told myself that I wanted to really focus on me and not get into any relationships. No sex for me. I wanted to do things the right way and heal from all the pain.

Just to play around I went on Tinder. It’s fun and entertaining, until you get someone that sounds interesting. Needless to say, I have broken my vow and slept with 3 men ( multiple times) this summer. It was fun, but now I realized... I don’t want just sex, even though they were good conversationalists and didn’t treat me like a “one night stand”. I was a good wife that behaved and this summer I discovered I’m a freak under the sheets😳. Anyways. I cut it off with all of them, all they wanted was a consistent freaky sex partner. It’s too much to keep up with and they were not what I was needing. It was fun while it lasted but I needed to focus on me and my son and get this divorce thing DONE.

Now... I’m a bit scared, I’m taking meds to get my hormones under control (Cabergoline) and now I don’t have my period. I’ve taken 4 pregnancy tests and they all show to be negative but I’m 14 days late. I’ve had issues with my period that’s why I’m on this med. Y’all please pray for me that my poor decisions won’t have great consequences. Have you girls had a similar story?