Has anyone ever had a fantasy that you want to be kidnapped? I dont know if its a fantasy or what. But ive always felt that the way i would die is from being kidnapped, beaten and left for dead. Family would give up on looking for me even though i would still be alive, my husband would remarry my kids would grow up without a mommy, ive felt that family wouldnt even look for me. Is it just me or does anyone else feel this too?