my first born just turn 9 months. I am accidentally pregnant. I am 40. I had a hard pregnancy with my first. Water broke at 35 weeks... was in hospital till c-section at 38 weeks. Two days in ICU. Four days after I got home I was re-hospitalized for postpartum preeclampsia.

Oh and I had diabetes while pregnant needing insulin needles.

My son is perfect.

I don’t know what to do. My job I get no maternity leave. Not sure can afford another or if my body can handle it.

Any advice is appreciated.