We’ve tried for a year

All we’ve wanted is to grow our family

I finally got my positive a few weeks ago and will be 7 weeks on Thursday.

Plus, we didn’t just get blessed with one, we found out it’s twins.

And while I am so happy it’s finally happening.

I also don’t know how I’m going to last this pregnancy. It’s not even the thought of raising twins that is the problem.

I have never felt more sick than I do now. I’m a busy body, and a hard worker. I work 30-35 hours a week and am a full time student and I feel useless right now.

It’s hard enough going to work, let alone helping around the house because I can’t even drink water without getting sick. I’ve tried everything.

I’m sad because it’s so worth it. I swore I would love pregnancy. But now, I’m scared. Because how can I last 9 months barely having the strength to walk or get out of bed.

I have Ulcertive Colitis too, so that isn’t helping me not feel good as it is. I’m normally low energy so now I’m running on 10%

Trying so hard not to complain, because I am so grateful, but I’ve never felt this sick