Depressed

Shafawn • RicanHermosa 3 gorgeous kids and currently ttc after ruptured ectopic

Why do bad things always seem to come my way😒 Why could I not have just got my BFP and everything go like its suppose to?! What did I do wrong? I went to my Dr appt this morning for a repeat beta hcg draw and won’t find out if it’s raised or not til 4 this afternoon, but the Dr I saw basically walked in and told me it was hopeless and I needed to decide when I wanted my DNC because she’s convinced herself my pregnancy is in my tunes🥺 My last hcg draw had went up to 170 from 99/100 which was about a 47% increase. I’ve read that 99% of pregnancies that go up atleast 50% in 2 days go on to be normal. So why is she being so negative for me!?!? I’ve not had any bleeding and the cramping is very light if any. I’m already having nausea and very sensitive breasts, which the nurse said was a good sign. Please send me positive vibes while I wait these few hours for my results. I’m trying to prepare myself either way, but this sweet baby was wanted so so bad😣🤧