How do i just let go & be happy in the present moment? It’s like i hold on too so much anger & hurt even when I’m doing something i enjoy, anger comes flooding in ruining my positive energy. & when things are good at home I’m so anxious that something gonna ruin it. I’m crying as i write this because i just feel like it’s so much. I wanna be fucking happy & I’m keeping it together for my baby. Idk if i feel this way because of the relationship I’m in but i feel so stuck i wanna be free. Idk if this makes sense at all.. i don’t even know how to explain how i feel bedsides sad or angry.