Don’t understand

When we started trying for a baby I got pregnant on the very first cycle. I did not believe I was pregnant because I thought it would take months and was so shocked when I got a positive test. The pregnancy ended in early miscarriage at 6 weeks just a few days after I found out.

We then stopped trying for 6 months and I’m now so sad about that.

I am now on cycle 7 of TTC again and nothing 🙁

It feels like it’s taking forever, I just want this so much and I try not to focus on it but I can’t help it :(