I'm being induced tomorrow afternoon. My stomach is in knots and I have had diarrhea all day. Some of you may have seen me comment here and there, but in January of 2018 we lost our 4 month old baby girl to SIDS. We waited 6 months and then began trying for another baby. I've been so convinced that we were ready my entire pregnancy and during our ttc period. Now that it's all going down tomorrow, I feel sick to my stomach. I don't think I'm going to ever get enough sleep, although it will already be limited. I'm going to be terrified of her passing in her sleep, especially if she doesn't respond to me calling her name immediately. I don't think I will be able to leave her alone with anyone for a very long time. This is just all hitting me right now and I'm a freakin wreck. Please any kind words would be appreciated. I need to hear good things.