Can shake the paranoia

Slvelaz✨✨ • 👯‍♀️ 1 Ectopic 2 MC 🌈=11/04/19 🤰due10/01/21

I will officially be in the 3rd trimester on Thursday at 27w after 3 losses 😭😭😭 I'm happy then sad then anxious. If I dont feel my daughter when I want her to move I get scared n nervous..does this ever go away? I always think what if there's no hb or what if that 😭😭😭😭 I hate this feeling and just want to enjoy this miracle after ervything I've been threw 👼👼😭😭👣👣