First off, I know I have a great support system, but I'm absolutely terrified to have my second kid. 5 weeks away from my due date with our second girl, and here lately I just have an over whelming fear/anxiety about it all. It doesn't seem real that she will be here so soon, everything is ready for her except me I think. I'm so nervous to have her here, but I'm not sure why. My husband does work very long hours almost everyday, and I'm a stay at home mom with our almost 3 year old too, but I do have help atleast those first couple weeks. Idk if it's my anxiety and depression getting to me or what, which I'm also scared of getting post partum anxiety again on top of normal anxiety. Please tell me I'm not alone in feeling this way. I absolutely love this sweet girl and we tried so hard to have her, I'm just all the sudden terrified.