Girls, honestly what was sex like the first time after having a baby vaginally?

I am only 10 days post partum and not even THINKING about actually having sex but I had a nightmare about having sex again and it being so painful which is what got me worrying 😂

Also, how long did you wait? I’m sorting out contraception at my 6 week appointment so NOTHING is happing until then but just want to prepare.

I had internal and external tears by the way, dissolving stitches.