I’m 2 days away from af. Nothing but clearly negative test. In the middle of planning a baby shower for my brother and his gf for their surprise baby and I’m excited for my nephew I really am but it still seems to make me so sad, which in return makes me feel even more upset because I feel like I shouldn’t feel this way. And to top my emotional day off my, I guess ex-best friend (we just kinda grew apart and stopped talking and I’m okay with that), gave birth to her third surprise baby this morning. I was happy to hear that they were both fine and healthy and then about an hour later I find my self just super emotional about it all.