This may be a little more dramatic than you expected clicking on this post...

ok, so I have been trying to lose weight for a full year now and I have these waves of pure motivation and then waves of hopelessness and self hatred. It’s so so so hard for me to lose weight. I workout at least twice a day and try my best to eat a well balanced diet, but I struggle with that the most. Every time I listen to the song “scars to your beautiful” I can’t stop sobbing because it literally speaks to my soul. I am always the girl that’s overlooked. My friends are all skinny and beautiful and I’m the curvy, chubby one that has a nice face (you know?). It’s pathetic when I read this over and I hate that I’m so obsessed with my weight and how other people perceive me, but I don’t know how to stop.