I heard horrible stories about pitocin including from my nurse that it was going to be painful. I got induced at 1:15am and gave birth at 10:57am. I asked for the epidural but it wasnt working I could still feel the contractions badly so they added a stronger second dose. I regret getting it as right now my back is killing me.

Here she is at just a few minutes old

After her shower

And her hair. My other 2 kids had way more. I'm in love

Here she is sleeping.

I still havent decided if shes a Camila or a Paulina.

She was born tongue tied and tomorrow they will clip it. My heart is hurting already. I don't want her in any more pain.

She was also born with a dislocated hip 😭 I can't imagine her pain. I'm so scared to hold her. I feel like I failed her.