I was 35 weeks and went into labor, but didnt deliver my baby til the next day at 3 in the morning.

Anyways, i was having contractions at 4pm, but they got stronger at 8pm. Hospital was 15mins away, i didnt want to give birth to her like how i did w my last, which was in the ambulance. So i told my husband to take me to the hospital.

I was in so much pain, that i ask for the epidural when i was 5cm dilated. It made me really numb, light headed, tired, and heavy chested. So i decided to take a nap and just wait to deliver baby. I have 2 other babies under the age of 2, the nurses didnt allow them to be in the room w me, so my husband had to take them home.

2am, my husband started txting me, and accusing me of cheating on him. He was upset that i didnt wait til i was close to delivery, and told me i shouldve just gave birth to her like how i did with our last. He began telling me im a bitch, slut and a whore. Accusing me of sleeping and doing dirty shit w the dr. I was beyond mad. I told him all my pain and the medicine they gave me, he apologized, and said he feels cheated on.

Its been a week since labor, and hes still accusing me of cheating on him while hes working. Hed accuse me if cheating when i go in to look at my baby in the nicu. Accuse me of cheating when i go shopping and take my other kids to go play.

He said i should be glad hes being insecure and jealous of me, because that means he really loves me and only wants me to himself. Idk anymore, im getting so tired of getting accused of cheating. Especially while i was in labor, and while im still recovering from birth.

Should i leave him? What do u think?