I just need to vent. My husband has been out of town all week so I’ve been solo with my 2.5 year old and 6 month old. I can’t sleep when my husband’s not home, I don’t know why I just can’t. So I haven’t slept well all week and my 6 month old has been getting up every night at 3. He’ll go back to sleep until 7:30 which is great. But today we decided to get up 2 and not go back to sleep until 4 and then wake up at 6:30. His sister woke up screaming about everything. Then for first nap he only napped a whooping 15 minutes. I am so tired. Oh and I can’t have eggs, milk, or soy because he has all those allergies so I can’t even go treat myself to a nice coffee drink. I feel guilty for being so annoyed but I am just.so.tired 😩 anyone else?

Oh also I feel like I keep having “close calls” with them even when I’m super careful. My 6 month old picked up a Pom Pom ball and I didn’t see. Thank god his sister did and took it from him. I swear I picked them all up but I guess I didn’t. Then I put his car seat with him in it on the front step and his sister almost grabbed it from behind and pulled it down 😱 once again thank god they’re okay. I just feel guilt and crappy about everything today.