So the father of my son won't grow up nor will he be the man he needs to be for my son but he will go play daddy to 3 little girls who are his friends kids and leave me behind. He threw me and my son away like we where trash to him. I loved that man through all the issues we had to deal with. I loved him even when he was out cheating... Why!! Why does he throw me and my son away like we arent good enough. This was his last chance to raise one of his children and he threw us away. I can't deal with it any more. I hate him so much but yet love him. Why must I feel this way.