Great gma in the hospital and I can't see her


She's 95 years old. Talking to angels now and she's been crying saying she can't leave yet, that she hasn't done much good in her life and God wouldn't be happy. Thinking about it makes me so sick and overwhelmed. I know I need to see her but I'm having a hard time. I have never sat next to someone as they're dying. What do I do 😢 this is so traumatic.