Scared shitless

Vanessa

So I have to post about this because I have to get it out. Last night my husband and I where in our bedroom talking while our son slept in his bassinet. All of a sudden my husband jumps up and grabs our son and my LO face is beet red his eyes are wide and his facial expressions look like when he’s crying hard. His mouth is wide open but nothing is coming out. He was choking. He couldn’t breathe. Thank Good for my husband because he knew exactly what to do and he got the mucus out of our LO airway. We still called 911 and had him taken to children’s hospital. He’s fine no virus his lungs are fine. So I am grateful. But I can’t stop thinking about the “what if’s” to many to name but you know like what if I was asleep what if he was with his grandma. His face keeps replaying in my mind. I’m terrified it’s gonna happen again.