Hard decision

So my partner and I have found out I’m pregnant and we are struggling to come to a decision. I would love to keep it but I know I would need his help and want him to be a part of the experience but he really doesn’t feel ready to have a kid. We have always spoken about having kids but I guess the reality of it hitting him must be hard. I obviously want to work as a team but I don’t thing I have the strength to get the pill to get rid of it. It just a feels like we are going around in circles.

Any advice?