Trying to hold it together

Kelly

Feeling like such a selfish sister... this has been an emotional week for my husband and I as we have been ttc for 3 years and just started seeking out answers as to why. Thinks aren’t looking great for us. Waiting to get hubby into a urologist to see if we can bring up his levels up and tests also came back a little low for me. As it stands now doesn’t look good for us as far as conceiving naturally. We were interested in trying <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> method however if swimmers are no good <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is our only option and far too expensive for us to consider.... husband and I are in the process of coming to terms with this dream possibly not being a reality for us...... and then BANG the text came today.....My sister and her husband of two months are expecting and wanted to share the news. I knew this was coming at some point but still wasn’t prepared. I am so happy for them but the pain of our own situation is still pretty fresh. I wish I could hide my emotions better so I don’t ruin this moment for her. I just feel terrible and selfish.