I know I post a lot but I haven’t been lately. I’m trying to go back to counseling but it’s gonna take sometime. I feel so lost for words I can’t talk to my family about anything because they won’t believe me. Holding everything in is starting to break me. I’m stressing and am getting more depressed day after day lately. I try to focus on the good like my girlfriend and my music but that not working at all. I just wish when I vent I don’t get judged. It’s hard and I’m tired of being blamed for things I can’t control. I lost all my friends and I lost my family for being lesbian. It’s who I am. I just don’t get it. Why do I feel so alone???Why do I feel like no one cares??? Do things really get better????? Because it don’t seem like it. I’ve been patient and I take time. Years of time..... when is it enough???