Not sure where to start, exhausted from TTC

KeraT

It’s been 4 long years, yes many passive years of trying. First year just let it happen with some prenatal whenever I can remember. 2nd year started questioning our fertility, read books and started tracking temperature and time sex. When I was ready to give up hope, we got pregnant naturally only to miscarry at 11 weeks.

After few months, continued ttc with some hope cuz hay we can get pregnant. Another year of no success & finally saw specialist who gave me bunch of test to do. Found out I had low Egg count AMH at 33, hubby has slight morphology issue. That we will be good <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IvF</a> candidate. I started acupuncture, taking pregnancy tea, vitamins & praying to god & gave myself 3 months before going <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IvF</a> route. I was mainly scared of all the poking and probing. Doc also gave me thyroid medication & exactly 2 years after my last pregnancy, I got pregnant again only to miscarry at 6 weeks.

While I gained hope after my first miscarriage, I feel emotionally broken after 2nd. I don’t know what to do. Should I go back to acupuncture & taking vitamins religiously n hope for another pregnancy. What if it takes another 2 years. Or jump into <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I am getting older by day.

Before I gave myself 3 months of TLC and it worked. Do I give myself another 3 months or accept that naturally I make terrible babies who don’t live pass 1st trimester