this is my first pregnancy so i am very new to all of this happening to my body.

tonight i’ve had some cramps and i have had them off and on for awhile now and it was just my uterus growing. well (kinda tmi) when i used the restroom and wiped it looked to me like a really light color blood, but when i did it again and put my flashlight on another piece of paper it didnt look like blood. i am terrified and on the verge of tears😭😅

am i just too paranoid??