Me: “I cant breath. I really cant, every step is agony. You have no idea whats going throuhg my head. Its worset than you can imagigne. I have a great life, so why do i want ever so badly to end it?”

Me to me: “You dumb bitch. Cant you see your faults? How youre so ugly, fat, short, stupid, and generally horrd you are? Can you really not understand hat you always fuck things up and manage to be so unbearable everyone has to leave you. Cant you comprhend that you are the epidemy of shit? That nobody will ever love you? That every moment you exist someone elses day is ruined, That when you speak the only thing that comes out is rude garbage that nobody cares about, that when you enter a room everyone gets the sudden and understandable urge to leave? Cant you fucking see why you deserve to die?”