Today was the day I finally feel like I’m actually moving on from my ex who broke up with me 6 days ago after being together for 3 months.

He first claimed he broke with me because of time and distance and money problems. Then as I started to plead for him back he got annoyed and said he just plain doesn’t wanna be with and doesn’t want a relationship and wants to sleep with other women.

I’m not going to lie it still hurts to know that. Because it’s clear to see he had s wondering eye while with me. Never once did I have a wandering eye or ever cheat and I had way more ppl trying to temp me while I was with him. He claims he never cheated but idk what to believe.

Today I returned his hoodie by tossing it in his yard after a huge fight we had about him not wanting a relationship with him anymore.

I’m still really hurt. I went on his twitter and he is really rejoicing about the end of our relationship. While I’m here dying on the inside.

I tried having sex with someone else after he ended things and even on a date right after he ended things. Which helped but not long termed. My heart is broken and it hurts to know the man who once begged for me to give him a chance when I was doubtful but did it any and fell in love. Just thrown me away like trash.

I blocked him on everything since he was still watching my Instagram stories and stopped looking at his social media. I pray I find someone better than him which will probably be hard asf.