Do not get me wrong I want to go into labor I’m miserable and in pain 24/7 and I can’t sleep but here’s the thing. I live an hour away from the hospital and my husband works 30 minutes from home (if there’s no traffic) I had my first daughter in 5 hours from my first ever contraction to delivery at 38 weeks. Here’s where my fear comes in, I’m a stay at home mom with my 19 months old so I’m alone most of the day in the middle of no where because we live in an old farm. I am so stressed about going into labor and having to wait for my husband to get here from work (30+ minutes) and then the drive to the hospital being an hour, that I’m not going to make it in time. My labor was so fast and so painful until I got my last minute epidural. Every little pain or contraction I have lately sends me into full panic that my husbands not going to get to me in time or I’m going to have to drive with my toddler while in labor to the closet place that has medical professionals. Every worse case scenario is what I think. Do you think my doctors would induce me after 37 weeks (this Saturday) if I have not had her yet (the l&d doctor gave me a week at most on Sunday) because of my anxiety? It’s seriously effecting my ability to be a mom on top of all the pain I’m feeling.