I lost my first ever childhood dog to cancer in march. That sent my other childhood dog into a spiralling depression and now she's sick and dying. She's nothing but skin and bones now... After my second dog passes, that'll send my cat into a depression since they were so close and also grew up together... And that'll make my last cat slow down. Someone I knew was lost from suicide, and my brother is shying away

I know a lot of people have it much worse, but damn. I just really needed to get this out. 2019 is really playing havoc on my family, ugh ;-;