Had sex for the first time in a week and a half and right when we were done I broke down crying hysterically. I feel like a whale, I feel anything but sexy. I feel like he will go find someone else because who wants a land whale as a gf? I’m 30 weeks pregnant and I feel absolutely disgustingly gross. I was so small when we met and I look like a whale now and it’s so hard to feel sexy and I just feel so gross, I want my body back. I feel disgusting and it’s breaking my heart, it’s the worst feeling in the world to feel so utterly fat and gross 😭 just needed to vent, I am so so sad.