i’m a freshman. obviously new to high school but i’m also new to the school i’m going to. we started school today (only the freshman) and nobody even talked to me. since it was a day only for freshman we had a chance to get to know the building and stuff and we did a lot of “fun” stuff but still nobody talked to me. tomorrow is when we like really really start and all the upperclassman start school. i’m okay with classes but at lunch i have no idea where to sit. the whole lunch room is filled expect like 2 seats. tomorrow there’s going to be a more variety of people but i’m so scared to ask to sit at a table. i have such bad social anxiety and i’m socially awkward. i don’t eat lunch because i’m not hungry until i get home and i don’t want people to think i’m weird or something for it. i know somebody there but she’s not coming to school for awhile and i won’t be surprised if we don’t have the same lunch. i could sit in the bathroom but i’m not sure they’d even let me go and plus there’s no bathroom doors because people kept juuling. oh and that’s another thing. i’m so uncomfortable with my body so there’s no way i’d wanna use the bathroom in front of the girls. i’m starting my period soon too and i’d like to have privacy🙄im not sure about staff bathrooms but most of the time they’re locked except at the nurse. but still what if my nurse doesn’t let me use HER bathroom. i could keep a long lasting pad and/or tampon in but there’s still a chance that i bleed a lot and it gets on my underwear and i’d be screwed. anyways. about both situations what do i do ?