So I want to run away...

I’m married but it a shitty marriage. Been down hill for a good 12 years. We have four kids.

I just want to run away with my kids. Him and his parents are very controlling. He plays it like he not. And time I ask him to move away from

His parents he gets mad. He yells at me. Yells at the kids. Just today my father in-law starts yelling at me because I meet with the school about my oldest son because he has some issues. And he did not like what I agreed to with the school. I told the grandparents about this meeting last week. They could have been there at the meeting they forgot. I did not remind them last night as I did not think I had. But anyways. Would I totally be wrong just to run away with my kids?

Their dad had been in jail short term for rape(charges I filed that)

Their dad told me I need to die on my way to work because a good mom stays mom and takes care of them.

Father in-law also told me he wished I would die.

Their dad has thrown things at me.

Yells at the kids more then should be.

He don’t really help with anything when it comes to the kids.

They made me quit my job.

Inlaws lies to the state & irs about their son income being self employed so that messed up my kids being on state medical help.

Need help please don’t bash me. I have my own issues with depression and anxiety

Divorce will happen just can’t do it all right now.