So it’s not really something I talk about, but I’ve been dealing with this since I was a little kid.

When I was pregnant with my daughter I made myself walk 2+ miles a day, then I would never drink anything but water, and I wouldn’t allow myself to eat a ton because of my condition.

I’m proud to say with my pregnancy now I am allowing myself to actually ENJOY food, rather than fearing it. Eating what I want and not caring as much. I still walk and drink water but I’m also drinking milk and juices. I still eat pretty healthy but I love to binge out on Taco Bell and McDonald’s now and than 💞

Has anyone ever struggled with this like I have? Honestly it’s so hard not to psych yourself out, I don’t ever check my weight or look in the mirror because I’m afraid I will thing I’m getting pudgey( I’m 15 weeks pregnant) and stop eating as much like I used to. I’m normally 110 pounds, with my daughter I started out at 104 and got to 117. It wasn’t healthy and I’m hoping with this one I will power through 🤞🏼