LONG POST!

Let’s start off with I’m a stay at home mom and just want my daughter to get some interaction so daycare 2 days a week is perfect! WELLLL I’ve worked in daycare for years so I though an at home day care would be perfect for my princess! Well I dropped her off at 8am yesterday and told them everything they needed to know asked every question and told them if they need anything to call! Well I picked her up at 3..... def caught them off guard picking her up that early. They had my 9 month old in a pack n play in the PANTRY with the door closed! Imagine coming into not seeing your child and they open up that door to were they keep their food and your child is in there!😤 she’s hyperventilating bright red from screaming and crying! So who knows how long she was crying for.... I’m steaming at this point but kept calm. Then the provider tells me she wouldn’t eat her bottles so we fed her carrots for lunch.... I told them she does eat what we do but BOTTLES ALWAYS COME FIRST! So she was starving! Also had a huge bruise on her eye with a large scratch that nobody knows what happened! My princess came home ate 8 oz which never happens and just went in a corner and sat there. I’m heart broken and feel like a terrible mom for trusting people I shouldn’t have😩

How could anyone ever do this to an infant! I have the worse guilt and when I called them to find out they swore up and down they did nothing wrong and she was in good hands. I feel like I’m over reacting but I shouldn’t! I love my princess and she’s our world! We’ve been through infant loss of twins at 24 weeks 3 years ago and a miscarriage 4 years ago. She’s our little miracle and she is our everything. I can’t believe some people think it’s okay to do this to a precious baby. Sorry rant over I’m just mortified over what happened!!!