Act of God? Circumstances???? What do yall think?

I lost my first little boy on April 29th. We found out he had no hb at 12 weeks and got a dnc done may 1st. I took a test last night and its positive! Going into the doctor today to get a blood done cause it's still a faint line. But I looked up a due date calculator and by that I'm due the same day we found out that our 1st didnt have a hb. It kinda brings me to tears. Cause I've been struggling really hard with losing him. What do yall think?