Posting anon due to content so my apologies.

My boyfriend has very elaborate tastes when it comes to sex. He will do anything once. I am open to try some new things & I have tried A LOT of new things since we’ve been together like...being tied up, blindfolded, different types of dildos, butt plugs, vibrating panties, different levels of dirty talk, etc. I just tend to like it rough & for him to surprise me with play time.

He actually likes to show me off so likes it when he sees another guy checking me out or flirting with me. We have even joined some private FB groups where I post dirty pics so he can see comments from other men. We have also tried talking dirty with other men, like a group chat where he sends the other dude pics & vids of me & he reads the dirty messages me & the other guy send to each other. It makes him so turned on & hard to know that I have made another man hard.

What he REALLY wants though is to see me have sex with someone else. It doesn’t matter if it’s a man or woman...he just wants to see me getting pleasure & he wants me to thank him for letting someone else pleasure me & he wants to me talk shit to him during.

I really like the group messages where he can read me talking dirty to another man & the comments other men leave on my FB posts but no matter how hard I try I can’t seem to get on board with letting him watch me with someone else. I have lots & lots of worries & concerns but even if I were to consent to it, I’m most worried about how it would make me feel afterwards & therefore affect our relationship.

I want to please him & I really do love trying new things with & for him so what can I do other than letting him watch me with someone else??

(Side note: I am not the kind of woman that can watch her man with another woman. I would flip the hell out & I am too cute to go to jail y’all!!)