Finger outbreak

Hey everyone. So I thought I had this contained as far as treating my herpes virus and I guess I was wrong. You can never be too careful. I’m angry at myself knowing I get it down there and now it’s on my finger. My partner gets them on the inside of his lips (so he says) so I’m blaming myself. I’ll never be able to self pleasure or even pleasure him if it put him at risk to spread to other parts to him. I’m scared. I’m calling my gyno to see if I need a daily anti viral dosage. I wish he would take one too but he won’t listen to me. Prayers are support are appreciated 😭