I need a room full of cats.

On Tuesday we found the baby had no heartbeat but was developed to that day. I've heard some stories of people having heartbeats go in and out and be fine...

I know in reality, short of a miracle, it most likely means I've had my 3rd miscarriage.

I cant have pets where I live, but I just want to go into a room full of kittens and cats to just pay on and love with no expectations of bringing any of them home since I'm not allowed.